what's point? why try anymore? i've got 1 friend that cares. family doesn't care. i don't care. what's the point. all i'm doing is wasting space. i get get blamed for everything that goes wrong at work. the voices are getting louder. they're talking and won't shut up. i can't get them to stop. there is only one way to shut them up. there talking real bad right now. telling me to start cutting and not stop til it's over. i'm fighting, and it's hard. but what is the point. not sure if i can take this much longer. it's driving me batty. can anyone give me a reason to keep fighting? i can think of one, and thats it. i'm a fucking loser. no friends no life all i do is go to work and come home and nothing else. who cares. fuck it.