Im feeling really, really bad atm...Dwelling on my life, or lack thereof...again!. I should fucking no better by now.. Think I must be the master procrastinator and master masturbator rolled into one..I dont care about admitting it either...Im beyond caring. Im so, so lonely right now...and I just know its never, EVER going to change. I live in a bubble measuring 2 metres by 2 metres...you guessed it, the computer desk. Its too late for me now..33...its a done deal. Signed and delivered. I honestly cant see my life changing. Im so fucking useless. Its beyond redemption. Im completely inept...a loser of the highest order, the pinnacle of loserdom is where I reside. I just want to sleep, and drink...drink and sleep. Thank god I havent got much money atm..cause id be getting shattered every day, and really its not like me. All i want is a REAL hug, a REAL kiss, a REAL romance...thats all. Ya, ya...its too much to ask. I know this. Thus my new sig...sums it up perfectly.