There are probably some people on here who have been raped or suffered horrible things. I feel ridiculous being on here without such things, but the fact remains that I wish there was a switch i could just flick and painlessly fall asleep forever. Not that anyone would care; I've lost nearly all of my friends over the course of my 24 years alive. On top of that i have no job and no money and feel totally pointless. I'd like to think that somebody out there would be sad, but they won't; in any case, I'm angry at everybody and resentful of everything happy they have in their lives. No money or job I can cope with but no friends? I literally have nobody I can talk to about this, literally nobody, which is why im here; my life is pointless. I bet I reply negatively to responses, for which I apologise in advance.