Hello.
Don't worry, everyone has a soul mate. There is someone out there who loves you more than you could ever imagine.
Let me tell you, it is easy for relationships to go south, very, very easy.
What they say about opposites attracting is quite untrue.
In reality it is the other way.
We attract others who match our own vibration.
Please, do not consider yourself a failure. This is a great learning experience for you.
Earth may seem like a 'shit-hole' but it is what we make of it.
Try and raise you frequency a little. Find something you love and do it! Then let the love flow out to the world!
What we put out comes back to us, that is why our depression always seems to worsen.
The depression worsens until we realize.
So become an observer, see what is causing your depression. And once you recognize the demon, you'll know how to banish it.
Give yourself a little love and care.
Know that you are a very unique soul, that there is no one else like you.
Be aware of your existence and see the miracle.
Underneath all the pain, confusion and uncertainty lies something beautiful. - A flower soon to blossom.
- I used to hate myself, and it took me so long to realize these things.
- I hope that sharing these thoughts can help you find some peace.
Ai To Hikari.