My question here is if you tried making many goals and have tried pretty much everything to fit in and belong in this world that you absolutely feel like you dont belong in gave 120% in everything yet nothing works out for you. What do you do? Whats the point in living? Living a hollow existence of just trying to survive finding small bits of happiness just to stay afloat in the infinite abyss of suffering that is life here. I find myself thinking of this more and more... What i want isnt here, every fiber of my being wants to escape, ever since i was a kid. When i make goals i do give it all i have to accomplish them but in the end i cant cause these are just goals to survive not things i really want to do just a means to a end of making it by. I find myself devoid of wanting anything lately... Less and less interests me, I have fully accepted and welcomed death for years now, we will all die someday no avoiding it, pointless to be afraid of something we cant avoid. I even embrace the thought of an infinite void over this existence. I gave so much effort in my life, i really have tried my best to enjoy life but i just cant... Happiness is fleeting passing by in moments, people leave easily without a second thought... I have no goals and no reasons anymore. I have nothing. I want nothing... im just done... If anyone can help enlighten me please do. I just feel so drained with putting so much effort to amount to nothing.