Whats the point on carrying on. If I just do it, it will be over. I dont see the point of life anymore. My lifes a mess, theres no way I can sort it, I just get lower and lower. I want to cry all the time but I just cant, its all gone, dont know why. Today I went into town but had to leave within 15 mins. Went elcewhere and parked up and just couldnt get out of the car. I was to scared and worn out with life. I want it to be all over so I never have to feel anything again. I wish when I went to bed that I would never wake up again. To die in my sleep would sooth and please my soul. Please just let everything end so my body no longer excists in this terrible world and my soul can wander the vast expances of space and time finally at peace.