I can't feel anything for anyone...not my friends or family...and it's so difficult when the one person you know and trust is a voice that has been in your head for years. Sadly, she's died inside too....and we both feel nothing and i'm just so sick of spending my time with people who try to know me but who i'll never understand or feel anything towards. Failing in school because i'm elsewhere in my mind. And sitting in my room because the thought of people and a social setting makes me shiver. And now i'm not sure i can go on with nothing inside me...i mean where's the point? Does it matter in the least since i feel dead inside anyway? and on a daily basis she asks me why i even bother and for once i'm willing to agree. What really is the point?