I recently had my 15th birthday and I am thinking that will be my last. All my life I have struggled through school and I am barely getting anywhere I'm seen as a fAilure at everything and I tend to screw everything up. All my friends are so diffent to me I feel I can't talk to anyone. Anything that I do I see the worst pArt in it and I end up punishing myself. I am really finding it hard to live like this. What is the point?