I think about killing myself a lot lately. I'm not ready to do it yet. But i'm not sure i'm going to care when i do get to that point. Does anyone else here feel the same way I do? I'm starting my life over at the end of the year. I'm moving to colorado. I used to think everything would be better once I made the "big move" but now i think everything is going to be the same, just in a different location. I just don't know what to do anymore. When you hate your life is there any point to living it? When you hate your boyfriend you break up with him, when you hate food you don't eat it. Shouldn't life be the same?