Im to the point in my life where I want to stop feeling. My husband didnt come home a few months back, text me the next day saying he hated me, wanted a divorce, didnt want anything to do with our son, called me everything you can think of. 2 days later he had a new girlfriend that he was madly in love with. He would openly flaunt it in front of me. I thought my world was collapsing around me. I had just started a new job, I was a single mother all while trying to deal with all my husband randomly sprung on me. 3 months later he tells me that he was going thru some stuff, afraid of the future and scared. He convinced me, over several weeks, that he loved me and wanted to try again. I loved him so much, so I agreed. About a week ago, on my birthday, he sits me down, tells me he loves me so much, he wants to always be there for me but that we just cant work anymore and he wants to continue with the divorce. We had a trip planned for this past weekend, we agreed to still go and see how things went. He ended up promising me that he would try. We would try the therapy route, he would try to be more opening and talk to me more, as would I. And so on and so forth. Last night, he refused to come home again. Told me today that he loves me and will never stop but that he cant be with me. I found out he has been cheating on me and is "in love" with another girl. Im heartbroken, upset, confused, lost, you name it. I feel like I have nothing left to live for. Whats the point?