I have been struggling through life, everyday.. (now i know that life is supposedly not easy for anyone) but i keep waiting for something to change, like for instance, i just graduated from college for the 2nd time, and i got my first job as a nurse in an emergency room, i went thru the training and i was all excited.. now i am working these horrid night shifts, and all i want to do on my time off is drink and sleep. WHAT IS THE POINT to this?? i really dont get it.. i always tell myself that i could always just die then it will all go away.. but i usually have some kind of hope that something might change. well, i dont think it will. any suggestions?