I'm not gonna get better, no one can help me get better, I can't escape the situation that is driving me insane. I don't see the point in living, I don't want to keep living like this. The outside world doesn't accept someone like me, the world is so cruel and mean, and no one in this world loves me or supports me. So why in the world should I keep trying anymore? I am overwhelmed by sadness and pain every day. Why bother?