Lately I have been asking myself whats the point in all of this? Everything I do makes me feel sick, I cant go more than a day or two with out crying for no good reason at all. I feel the world it out to get me. Maybe I should just end it? End the pain and suffering that I have been experiencing... In 5th grade all the problems started, my best friend passed away, I was mad at the world. 9th grade I lost my grandpa, my great uncle and another family member. 10th grade I lost my best friend, my math teacher/running coach. First year of college I lost my mentor in life and faith. When will the pain end, when? Maybe I should just end it now? Whats the point in living when u lose everyone who is important to you? Its going to be 9 years this March since I lost my best friend, it hasn't gotten any easier...is there hope? because right now I am struggling to see it... is there anyone out there listening?