okay, lately i've been cutting more and more, but what's the big deal anyway? as long as i don't cut deep and it keeps me from killing myself, then why does everyone get so bent out of shape about it. my mother-in-law is threatening to call the sherriff to hall me off to the psych hospital if she sees that i've cut again. i don't expect her to understand or anyone else for that matter that hasn't been there before. she probably won't ever understand how much better i feel when i cut.