Recently I have tried to kill myself 4 times with 3 failed overdoses. I slit my wrist which ended up with a trip to the hospital & a chat with someone from the psychiatric hospital. I avoid giving him much details about why I did it & the bad thoughts so i didn't have to stay in the hospital over night or longer. I know I should be truthful & not lie or I won't get the help I need. I'm not hearing voices but I'm having bad thoughts of suicide & other things, I called the thoughts in my head Carl I speak to myself a lot even having arguments & shouting shut up Carl. What's wrong with me??