So, I have never really done this..... I am completely rejected by society. Even by many of my own race. I am Mexican and soon as the other Mexican people around me figured out I was bisexual they pushed me out completely. I haven't told my mom yet. I tried to by asking her opinions on gays and she said "They should do everyone a favor and stay in the closet!" She pushed me so far in the closet I can't see the door anymore. I can't stand not being able to be myself around her. I am so depressed. I am afraid to seek help. I am afraid how my family will react. I feel like I am seeking attencion when I tell my friends what's going on. There are so many people in this world, yet I feel so alone. Worst of all I am afraid of myself.