I doubt anyone remembers, but I made a thread a while ago about my friend.
I haven't messaged her in a while, and I'm terrified of talking to her. Last time, I told them I'll be back to the forum (the one we go to) in two days tops.
I ended up waiting for a month, I don't know why.
I feel like shit over it. I think about it very day, wondering why I'm too scared to talk to her. I finally messaged her today a few minutes ago (I picked this time because I knew she shouldn't be online. I thought it'd be easier).
I feel like one day she's just going to get sick of me and my excuses for ignoring her. Maybe I'm just trying to delay that.
Is there a reason for this? Am I just being over-dramatic to everything (I'm hyper-sensitive for one thing, I get over-whelmed easily)? I'm actually sick to my stomach with worry, I think I'm starting to cry...
I don't know if there's really a point in me posting here. Maybe I just want to talk about it with someone. I feel pathetic. :/
I haven't messaged her in a while, and I'm terrified of talking to her. Last time, I told them I'll be back to the forum (the one we go to) in two days tops.
I ended up waiting for a month, I don't know why.
I feel like shit over it. I think about it very day, wondering why I'm too scared to talk to her. I finally messaged her today a few minutes ago (I picked this time because I knew she shouldn't be online. I thought it'd be easier).
I feel like one day she's just going to get sick of me and my excuses for ignoring her. Maybe I'm just trying to delay that.
Is there a reason for this? Am I just being over-dramatic to everything (I'm hyper-sensitive for one thing, I get over-whelmed easily)? I'm actually sick to my stomach with worry, I think I'm starting to cry...
I don't know if there's really a point in me posting here. Maybe I just want to talk about it with someone. I feel pathetic. :/