What's wrong with me?

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Things, Apr 4, 2010.

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  1. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    I doubt anyone remembers, but I made a thread a while ago about my friend.

    I haven't messaged her in a while, and I'm terrified of talking to her. Last time, I told them I'll be back to the forum (the one we go to) in two days tops.

    I ended up waiting for a month, I don't know why.

    I feel like shit over it. I think about it very day, wondering why I'm too scared to talk to her. I finally messaged her today a few minutes ago (I picked this time because I knew she shouldn't be online. I thought it'd be easier).

    I feel like one day she's just going to get sick of me and my excuses for ignoring her. Maybe I'm just trying to delay that.

    Is there a reason for this? Am I just being over-dramatic to everything (I'm hyper-sensitive for one thing, I get over-whelmed easily)? I'm actually sick to my stomach with worry, I think I'm starting to cry...

    I don't know if there's really a point in me posting here. Maybe I just want to talk about it with someone. I feel pathetic. :/
  2. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Everyone needs a break now and then.. Just explain to her that you were overwhelmed and had to take a break so you could regroup..Let her know it had nothing to do with her, that you were in a bad place..
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I too leave delete names because i am overwhelmed not sure i am good enough to have friends. Your friend will understand as she realizes you are not well too
    I always feel bad when i delete people but in my distorted thoughts ithink i am doing them a favor. I am glad you finally contacted your friend and i know she will understand take care okay
  4. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    Thanks...it makes more sense now.

    She still hasn't replied though, I'm kind of worried. I'm probably just impatient though. :s
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