Hello everyone, Im posting here to see if anyone has answers. Here is my problem, I question life everyday and keep thinking stuff like I don't want a future and that I don't want to work for another say 50 years and have a family and a nice house. You might call me lazy but that's how I feel about life, why should I have to suffer so people can be happy Im alive? I feel that Im ready to die but Im too much of a coward to . I'm stuck hating life and having to suffer, I should get some meda on Friday and if ai her enough I can say goodbye. I woke up today hating life so much I wish I could end it all but Im such a coward.