2 reasons
one I keep hoping something good will come about that will allow me to live my life how I want a lottery win or some such thing
two fear I have looked into so many ways to do it painless but everything comes back to hurting some I even looked up poisons it looks painless on TV what BS that is
one I keep hoping something good will come about that will allow me to live my life how I want a lottery win or some such thing
two fear I have looked into so many ways to do it painless but everything comes back to hurting some I even looked up poisons it looks painless on TV what BS that is