Growing up, my dumbass trusted people. But somehow, things always ended up biting me in the ass. To where now? I only trusted 2 fucking people. Now one's for some reason blowing me off & the other, my boyfriend...he just doesn't get it. I try explaining to him why i can't trust people & he starts yelling at me why he can't talk to his fucking friends. i'm so sick of trusting people. getting close to people. fuck everyone. fuck life already. i'm over this bullshit. over people's bullshit. over constantly getting talked down to. over constantly my past getting brought up in some way.