An normal person sleeps 1/3 of there lifetime average, but lately i feel like im aiming for 2/3 of my lifetime. It's almost impossible to find motivation to stay awake. Most of the time i will get up, eat, shower and right back to sleep. Sometime i will sleep for so long i look like big foot when i look in the mirror due to an unshaven face. I think too much and its killing me. Even a simple task will require me to think of a plan before executing it. Only time i would truly be forced to leave the bed is becaused i'm soaky wet due to nightmares. And oh boy do i get a truck loads of them... My life is so pathetic that even in my dreams it mocks me. I can't stand the sun. My place is sun proof... I'm a living freak. I want to move to the pole where its dark for 6 months a year. And be left alone. Penguins are more than sufficient to keep me company.