So, the thing is until last night I've never had any psych medication... I went to the Psych ER last night (long and very strange story I might need to jot down when I can). They sent me home, though I wanted to stay... but they gave me some pills to take with me. The name of them is handwritten on the little zip lock bag... and I can't fully decipher it. I took one before I went to bed when I finally made it home at 4am... They did warn me that the pills are supposed to stop all the stupid dangerous racing thoughts, but would also stop most other thoughts too. Most of the day I've pretty much been a haze, I haven't been able to think a full thought and I kept falling asleep. I am a little better now, I think. I'm still not totally myself yet. How long do meds like that usually take to wear off? I'm not a fan of being in this state. My brain is both my worst enemy and my best friend.