Just wondering when people have suicidal thoughts. I find I have them on the train trip to and from work. I also had them after seeing the counsellor last Thursday, not going back to see her again. Today I was in a market discussion group, they were talking about lollies and I suddenly find myself, thinking about how I am going to do myself in. I start thinking about how I am going to do it, what my body will look like when its found etc. I also think of different methods and playing out scenerarios of getting caught in the act. It nearly happened once already.