When I Cry

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  1. LiamD

    LiamD New Member

    When I Cry


    I wouldn't of cared if this was my last breath

    I've already prepared for death

    Fuck being happy

    I'd just settle for content

    Heard on my assent

    I gotta repent

    Could never figure what that meant

    Nuffin' bigger than one hundred percent

    And of my life, that's exactly what I resent

    To every fuckin' extent

    Hears something I always thought but never said, too reluctant

    Used my better judgment

    Thought I'd carry it till death

    Gotta get it off my chest

    Try and make an adjustment

    I've never loved another person, not a single one

    Not my friends, or my ex's, or the family I come from

    I just pretend, and it purplexs

    Truth is I've never gave a shit till there gone

    Spent all my second real relationship wishing I was back in the first

    But when that turned to shit, all I wanted was her




    And now I can't smile

    And I can't laugh

    But I think I know why

    I'm only happy when I cry




    Everyday is a puzzle in my mind

    Having trouble try'na find...

    ...the answers

    Every thought is cancerous...

    ... Malignant

    There ain't no fix, no therpy this is much fuckin' different

    You can't talk it out of there

    Medicate it out here

    Shit ain't that clear

    Its not an irrational illness brought on by fear

    I project it that way, but im 'naught' what I appear

    I hate the sun, the sea, the grass, the moon

    I'm what I become, just me, trash, fucking doomed

    And I look upto the sky and a black cloud looms

    You look at my life and you just assume

    Well fuck you, you don't know what I go through




    Coz I can't smile

    I can't laugh

    But think I know why

    I'm only happy when I cry




    I ain't spitting tragedy, this is truth

    You couldn't grasps what it is to be me, coz your fucking you

    I might be exaggerating

    But my point needs exacerbating

    Before my family have to buy a black suit

    You think im lieing for sympathy?

    My hanging corpse will be the proof

    My eyes just get so heavy

    I just wanna sleep

    But I won't let me

    Why should anyone care?

    I wish I never met me!




    Coz I can't smile

    And I can't laugh

    But think I know why

    I'm only happy when I cry.
     
  2. callalilly

    callalilly Member

    that's exactly what I resent
    To every fuckin' extent

    Love it.
     
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