I am so sick and tired,, of being sick and tired. I have nothing left. I have no family,,no friends to speak of. I dont go out side this room but maby once a week,,if that. I dont go anywhere. U dont talk to any one.I am looking at my meds and they are looking real inviting. I think it is time to say good by cruel world. I am so tired of just bairly having enuf to eat. no money to even go out once a month. every body said,,just be glad you are alive. IT takes time to rebuild your life. That was true 20 years ago. But now that I am in this chair.I honestly see any thing but pain and sorrow in my future. It is time to realize that no matter how ling I fight this fight,,it is a fight I will never win. Peace-Out,,I will tell you what is on the other side.