Does anyone else ever feel so lost. I wake up everyday wanting to do something great and yet can't even meet my own expectations of how I want to live my life. I graduated from High School early and am drifting away with all my friends; I started college in spring in an entirely different city. Since its midsemester its almost impossible to make any new connections...everyones burnt out. I had friends here, but I'm drifting away from them too. I feel selfish for feeling this way. There are plenty of people in worse situations than me, and yet its still killing(no pun intended) me that all the work I put into school just seems pointless when everyone I care about is concerned with their own lives. Life seems pointless. I know its normal for someone as depressed as I am to say something like this...but it's really hard to find a meaning, and I can't make my own meaning. I have moments when I think life is so pointless I just want to sleep and never wake up. What do you do when your whole world starts collapsing and the people who you thought would always be there for you, simply aren't?