When do end up deciding about suicide? Is it when your emotions are so overwealming and you feel like you dont have any other choice? Is it when you feel normal but you just ponder on the idea? For me right now I feel alright, not sad or anything, but Im thinking about when I want to suicide. I dont know, to me it would just seem abnormal for a perfectly fine person to be thinking of suicide. I dont know if that means that Im more likely to succeed because I plan it out more or what... Also, how do you think of your plans? Do you just think off the top of your head "hey, that sounds like a good plan", or are you like me and carefully plan out everything?