Hey.. I'll get right to the point So I've had problem with my dad since as early as I can remember (when he was in my life. He wasn't there when I was born. He was in Iraq) but recently it's getting worse. He was thread threatening to turn off my phone, and give me No Christmas presents (I did get them. He was fibbing ) and he grounded me for 3 weeks. This means I can't leave my room or have my phone. This was during Christmas break, so i didn't leave my room at all. Whenever we do fight, I try to come to my mom. But that never works. She won't let me come to her with my problems because it "makes her sick because I don't like my dad" but who could? He does Nothing but drink, watch TVs, go to work, and sleep. He recently won't let any friends come to our house because. He sleeps on the living room couch, and I'm Not allowed to come downstairs while He's sleeping. Not to eat or anything. I even said to him, I cut myself because of him and I want to die because of him. I know this doesn't seem super bad of my dad what I've said, but. It is really bad. I have to suffer every day because of him. He doesn't know how to solve his problems. He only knows how to strong arm himself through everything. Hes said I act like a little girl, he has No more patience for me, etc. I'm tired of cutting because of him. I want to end it all, or send some sort of message that this need to stop, by me ending up in the er or whatever. Ivery tried killing myself but...I never go through with it...any suggestions?