When to swallow

[Tumbleweed 002]

I like this forum people listen. I am so confused, hurt, heartbroken. My house is getting foreclosed soon. I am trying to cope with that, I can't get over the fact my husband cheated on me multiple times.

I've been on and off meds for years.. Nothing works for me. I want to do this and get it over with already. I wanted to kill myself since I was 16. I think about this all day and all night. I have enough meds in the house to easily OD. It's just a matter of when.

Nobody knows my problems just this online community. Im so embarrassed to ask for help.

:sad:

 

[Epical Taylz]

i know you must be embarassed about asking for help
i was, as well
but when you do, it really does get better

you just have to tell the person helping you everything
its the only way anything will ever work

 

[Tumbleweed 002]

i know you must be embarassed about asking for help
i was, as well
but when you do, it really does get better

you just have to tell the person helping you everything
its the only way anything will ever work

Im afraid.. I don't know who to ask. I know I want help but I want to be dead so bad.

 

[Epical Taylz]

you should maybe get a counsler.
youre like my friend Rachel [[innocencexisxlove is her forum name]]
you should talk to her i think :]


getting a counsler really helps
it helped me and Rachel, whom didnt want to go to
a counsler in the first place

 

[Tumbleweed 002]

you should maybe get a counsler.
youre like my friend Rachel [[innocencexisxlove is her forum name]]
you should talk to her i think :]


getting a counsler really helps
it helped me and Rachel, whom didnt want to go to
a counsler in the first place

Thank you.

a friend of a friend OD'd on <mod edit: bunny - methods> the other night. I want to do the same

 

[Anime-Zodiac]

Don't ever be embarrassed to ask anything on here. Seeking professional help may be and most likely will be beneficial.
As for your husband, if he cheated on you multiple times then perhaps it's time to move on.