I want you to imagine a world where your loved one didnt exist, where everyone who has ever loved you did not exist. A world where everyday you were forced to meet a physical manifestation of why you're not good enough to have even the most basic aspects of human love and affection. What would you do? What would your daily routine look like when the most basic human existence was beyond you, when mankind rejected you irreconcilably. Most people here are just looking for their easy good person points and to move on as soon as possible, but I actually would like someone to answer this basic question.