I am a mother, wife, and attorney. Because of a variety of life situations, we are in bankruptcy. I have three kids, two of whom are fine, one is a nightmare. He has emotional issues, and at 19 still lives at home. Most of the time he is warm and loving, but every weekend, like clockwork, he spirals into a pity party largely centering around how we have let him down. Right now he is in the middle of one of these situations, and that is when I most feel like ending it. He makes me experience, in gory detail, every way I have failed him, no matter what I do. I've been dealing with this for years, and am just tired of it. My husband is useless, and we are preparing for divorce. Apart from my job, which is good, nothing seems to be working in my life, and no matter how hard I try to dig out, it either gets worse or stays awful. Now who's having the pity party. I'm seeing a therapist, just started, but I haven't told her about my son. Thoughts and advice would be appreciated, but right now it just feels good to say this stuff to someone else.