I know what he did to me, I've made amends with it. I've told someone i love and trust about what happened to me. It's supposed to get better. I'm supposed to heal. Whys it still hurt so much. I was up all night crying and i shouldn't be. What am i supposed to do??? They say it's supposed to get better when you talk about it. It's just lies. I won't ever get better. what do you do when you know there's no cure for you??