When you just want to let everything go.. 'I invite you to a world where there's no such thing as time, and every creature lends themselves to change your state of mind'. I can see it. I can see the thin wall between me and true insanity and it's getting clearer and clearer by the day. I don't want to eat, it's so unnecessary and disgusting, horrible habit. I don't want to sleep but my body betrays me by passing out anyway. I want my life to be that of the books I read, I want submerse myself in the stories and never return. Solid ground doesn't exist for me anymore and I hate what I've become. I shouldn't exist. The ground should. I wish to scrub my skin from existence and to remove the fat from my body. I reserve my right to die how I want to.