When you just want to let it all out..

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Beka, Jun 5, 2014.

  1. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    When you just want to let everything go..

    'I invite you to a world where there's no such thing as time, and every creature lends themselves to change your state of mind'.

    I can see it. I can see the thin wall between me and true insanity and it's getting clearer and clearer by the day. I don't want to eat, it's so unnecessary and disgusting, horrible habit.

    I don't want to sleep but my body betrays me by passing out anyway.

    I want my life to be that of the books I read, I want submerse myself in the stories and never return.

    Solid ground doesn't exist for me anymore and I hate what I've become. I shouldn't exist. The ground should.
    I wish to scrub my skin from existence and to remove the fat from my body.

    I reserve my right to die how I want to.
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  2. tseal5455

    tseal5455 New Member

    Re: When you just want to let everything go..

    I know how you feel . Life just sucks and all o have done is screw up relationships. I don't want to be here anymore either.