When You See Tall Buildings......

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by akjack, Jun 10, 2010.

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  1. akjack

    akjack Member

    When you are driving or riding the bus and see tall buildings what do you think of? For me it imagining me jumping off them. I will usually stare at the building and gage if the fall would kill or Mame me.
  2. BrandNewScars

    BrandNewScars Member

    I think around the same thing, although I wouldn't kill myself from jumping off of something as in my luck i'd be prone to a wheelchair.
  3. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    this is why i haven't jumped yet. i've spent an amazing amount of effort and energy recovering from anorexia, physically/mentally- to be stuck in a wheelchair would be an insult to what i've been so good at but what hurts me as well- surviving.

    that doesn't mean i don't fantasise or see myself hitting the ground fast, or carry out suicides in my head to try and ease the urge. but it isn't tall buildings for me anymore, it's a certain bridge.

    recently it's the top of the staircase here, in this house. i used to jump off it a lot as a toddler-maybe i was trying to kill myself then, who knows.
  4. empty101

    empty101 Well-Known Member

    I think of how some people/groups are so powerful and that's what our world is really about.
  5. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    yeah that too :smile: i like your post
  6. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    I don't really think about that when I see Tall buildings but I do think about <mod edit: *sparkle* methods>when I see one or I'm wishing they would run into me!
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  7. mike308

    mike308 Well-Known Member

    <mod edit: *sparkle* : methods> Please don't do that to me.. I have enough problems, the state and federal DOT will automatically blame me.
    Plus the fact that I have suicidal tendency's anyway... that is what I was going to post today, until I read this. <mod edit: *sparkle* : methods>.. I will blame myself for the rest of my short life.
    <mod edit: *sparkle* : methods>.. TO REGRET your choice.
    I was going to post my choice is/will always been <mod edit: *sparkle* : methods>.. sorry.. I know that's not allowed..
    Being so blue and depressed it hard not to vent.
    LIFE FUCKING SUCKS THERE IS NO WAY OUT <mod edit: *sparkle* : encouraging suicide>.
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  8. Viro

    Viro Well-Known Member

    I think of the amazing power of human ingenuity.
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I could never jump off a building because
    1. I'm terrified of hights
    2. I don't want to be in a wheelchair either...
  10. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    I do, alway wonder how can i get to the roof...
  11. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    I think of how many people have to be payed to keep the thing 'running' so it doesn't decay and crubmle to the ground. I've always wondered how the jump off a bridge or something could kill you, like it's just a jump?
  12. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    I think the same, and often imagine suicide in my head...:/
    no wonder people call me screwed up!
  13. riddle

    riddle Member

    I always find myself thinking of it. Everytime I cross the High Level Bridge or take the subway, even driving I think about moving into oncoming traffic (not that I really would harm anyone else.
  14. Lilly

    Lilly Well-Known Member

    i think of jumping off of them....and bridges too, i think it so much, that sometimes i even feel the breeze of my fall, and i imagine the people that would find my mangled body, and they cheer because it is dead....so i try myy best not to look over bridges and at the top of tall buildings ^_^...but they always attract my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
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