when.....

[systamatics]

when ur life becomes so dark and miserble....
when no one likes u
and even if they do then its under sympathy
when u cant look in the mirror but to spit
when u feel like shit and not FEEL but turn into real shit and feel it
when u have no frnds and no love in ur life
and know u wont ever have any
when u dont know how to talk and when u do , no one understands u
when u dont know how to be with anyone
and always be the week one who gets fuked up all the time
when u cant socialize and u dont have the ability to do it
when u realize ur out of this world and u dont belong here
and u wont ever make it here
when u love a girl online and she loves u madly and passionatly
and u go and meet her and she hates u and leaves u
when everyone says ur a fuken weirdo and a creep
when u cant have a good relation with anyone even ur dad or mom
when u spend 8 hours at school , and the rest online chattin with people
u wont ever meet and u love these people friends and girls and even girls u love
when u talk to someone face to face and u just cant look them in the eye
and u feel tense and worried no matter who is this one and u stop understanding wat they say
when u feel down all the time and depressed and u jst wonna fuken end it all
and rest from this life what would u do!!!!
SUICIDE??!!!!!
my life means nothing , and its stupid to live it , and i jst cant go on like this!!!! why did god create me like this

 

[Matty321]

You make me cry.

This is sorrow that's had it's way with you, unchecked and tragic.

I feel every word of it like we sit together now and I hate the ugly world around us for you like I hated it for my brother. I hate it ten-fold for the fact it took him. I have great rage.

Be angry at the world with me and don't let it have its way with you.

I care.

I will be your friend.

~Matty