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  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    do you stop caring about everyone else and just give in to it? I know this is what I need to do, just fucking do it already, I scream to myself. Why is it so hard? I am so close, and yet so far.
     
  2. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    Hurting yourself is not the answer.

    Talk to us, and we will be able to help you.
     
  3. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    I did talk tonight to some people tonight, and they just made me feel worse. Talking is not helping anymore, it just makes me feel like a bad person for feeling so bad, which then just makes me want to to die more.

    I am so tired of trying and getting slapped in the face.

    At least here, most people are kind and understanding, but I dont think its enough of a reason to stay alive. I just need to get it over with, enough talking about it and about how bad I feel.
     
  4. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    Have you tried to call crisis? Maybe they would be better qualified to help?
     
  5. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    the matter of the fact that u havent done it yet, and reading some of ur posts, there is some doubt in ur mind about killing urself, u need to work with this feeling, turn it into something positive, im glad u havent killed ur self yet, so are alot more people. can u go see the therapist or a psyc??
     
  6. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    talking, fuck talking. Shooting myself seems more like an answer.
     
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