I don't understand when it's meant to get better. When is it my turn? What's the point in all this? I've had a good few months, maybe that's it for me. I haven't been here for awhile, and instead of checking in on everyone and see how you're all doing, I'm going to post my own selfish little "woe is me" fking rant. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of one step forward, two steps back. I'm tired of the work that it all takes. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired, tired tired tired TIRED.