when...?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by marjoke, Oct 5, 2012.

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  1. marjoke

    marjoke Account Closed

    I would like to cry...but I have no tears left...
    I would like to scream...but I have no voice left...
    I would like to sleep...but the sleep does not come... even after taking a few pills...
    I would like to forget...but it is always in my mind...
    I would like not to feel...but the pain is always around...
    I would like to do something to ease this pain...but I just can sit here and stare to that empty spot...
    It hurts more and more...I don't want to feel this pain anymore...
    I am so restless...so tired of all this...
    Death is calling me...louder and louder... when can I?
    Death seems so sweet...when will it all be over?
    Death seems the only solution...when.....???
     
  2. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    60 years from now i hope.
     
  3. 1Lefty

    1Lefty Well-Known Member

    It's a daily struggle for me, too. There are still tears to be cried, pain to be lived, but always the hope of it being different, not like this. I've had glimmers of it, I know it exists, It's just getting there, to where those glimmers become a way of life, a natural way to live. And we'll never forget those people or times we had with them.
     
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