In my wisemind I know I can't end my life because it will hurt the people I loved but I can't stop the thoughts. Every moment I am alone with my thoughts I think about how badly I want to die. I think about suicide, plan it, I rationalize it, should I be concerned or are the thoughts just thoughts and won't evolve beyond that? How do I get them to subside? They are interfering with my daily life, I can't go out, call friends, read or other activities I enjoy because I am haunted by thoughts of suicide.