Where am I who are you all

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Ignis, Jul 6, 2015.

  1. Ignis

    Ignis New Member

    Dunno what to say really. will try to keep it short.

    I lost family which some died, lost my romance, am a total alien of society, nobody understands me, nobody seems to be able to help me, nothing I do can seem to be able to remove this hollowness I feel in my chest, I can't tell the truth to my friends cause they will feel helpless & saddened by the darkness they see, since I was a kid my life has been an endless visit by sudden darkness/sadness.

    How am I still standing & alive is a mystery which baffles everyone around me with all that's happened.

    Dunno what this forum is for as I've always seen others problems like a kids problem of loosing his ice cream. I helped many people throughout my life friends & strangers even through suicide and depression. So far lost one dear friend to suicide by silly issues...

    I'm 23 male.

    What do I expect of replies I don't know I'm entirely lost thank you still
  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Sorry that nobody has replied to your post. You are important and keep focused.