Was ok a couple of hours ago.
Sat here nearly in tears. Feeling so alone. Want to cry but cant because Mum and cousin are downstairs and it's just my luck they would come up as soon as I started.
Need to feel better before cousin leaves and Mum goes to bed.
Got blades here. Know I wont have the strength to hold off once they have gone.
Been fighting since last night, think it's finally wearing me down, every thing I say and do is wrong and it's driving me mad. I know we are both depressed and yeah, tomorrow will be a bad day for both of us, so shouldn't we be helping each other? Not making it worse?
Even best mate isn't interested tonight :dry: Texted her asking if I could go up cos I don't want to be alone. Got no reply.
Just sat here waiting to be alone so it can all come out. But I know where that will lead me to :cry:
Sat here nearly in tears. Feeling so alone. Want to cry but cant because Mum and cousin are downstairs and it's just my luck they would come up as soon as I started.
Need to feel better before cousin leaves and Mum goes to bed.
Got blades here. Know I wont have the strength to hold off once they have gone.
Been fighting since last night, think it's finally wearing me down, every thing I say and do is wrong and it's driving me mad. I know we are both depressed and yeah, tomorrow will be a bad day for both of us, so shouldn't we be helping each other? Not making it worse?
Even best mate isn't interested tonight :dry: Texted her asking if I could go up cos I don't want to be alone. Got no reply.
Just sat here waiting to be alone so it can all come out. But I know where that will lead me to :cry:
