Where did you come from?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Bigman2232, May 3, 2008.

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  1. Bigman2232

    Bigman2232 Well-Known Member

    This is what my mother said to me because she is so disgusted of who I am.

    And I don't blame her. I do nothing but just add to people's problems. I waste money, time, and space. I hate nearly everything around me and if something good does happen I'll just end up ruining it because I have become such a horrible person.

    I'm alone anyways. I just want it to be over. Why couldn't it have just worked the first time?
  2. Nazza

    Nazza Guest

    Hey, sometimes i feel like a bad person, my mother killed herself in 2004, she always told me she didnt ever want me an tried to kill me while i was inside her an out. . All cos i was a FEMALE! An she didnt want one. Its so sad your mum cant support you. If your a total mess, a Fukd up person, then your mum would be great help by supporting you. Fair enough she is disappointed or whatever but i would be helping all of my kids if they had problems. I'd feel their pain before askin where they come from. Wanting to die is so natural for me it comes an goes in waves when it pleases, it comes in a split thought like thinking of the weather, or a more fixated way that looms an my head tries to follow the urge an the worthless feelings, telling me all the BAD but leaving out the good. Even if the good was something like a good memory of somethin stupid an funny i did once. . Im rambling on, but im sorry you feel the way you do, i hope you can keep on keepin on -Hugs-
  3. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member


    Live to prove her wrong.

    Show her that you are a good person and deserves to live.
  4. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    I dont know where I came from, but I know where I am going. Im going to the end, and the end is coming to me. Im asking you this question: WHERE ARE YOU GOING? Try to answer this question, not for me, but for yourself.
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