I'm sure I've asked this question a few times but before I had an answer. All of a sudden I am ten times worse than I was before and feel like I don't know where to turn this time. I know giving up alcohol and going back on meds (fluoxetine is one step) but what else. The NHS only offers 8 sessions of counselling for free and you have to wait about 3 - 6 months before they happen, but I feel like I need them NOW! I can't afford therapy elsewhere. Meds alone aren't enough to fix me, so what else am I supposed to do? I am definitely getting closer to suicide everyday, the one thing that has been stopping me so far is guilt but I feel less like I care every time I wake up and my illness seems to be getting worse every time I wake up also.