In five years... hopefully, I've found my one and only girl, by then, but probably not... if not, just the same worthlessness as today. I really doubt I will be dead.
In ten years... if I haven't found my one and only girl, then I'm definitely dead, by then. Even if I have, though, I don't want to become old, so at least not long after that, I probably will be dead... and she would follow me, together with me... IF she would be my true love, anyway... if she wasn't, anyway, I'd die alone and probably end up as a ghost, afterwards.