Surely there's an exit in life, right? When there is constant pain 24/7, I need to escape. I need to leave reality. Drugs and alcohol worked, but also a life destroyer. Gambling gets me into a trance and makes me forget. Television, computer games. They can completely draw you into it's world, and make you forget. Which is exactly what I want. The problem is though... is that these things are no longer working. I need to escape. Where is life's exit?