'Where?' ***TRIGGER***

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by curtius, Feb 22, 2006.

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  1. curtius

    curtius Well-Known Member

    Where do you go when frustruation finds you paceing?
    Where do you go as your own intentions leave your heartbeat raceing?

    Where can I hide?
    Where can I sleep?
    Just one damn day
    Of quiet relief?
    Its all I ask
    My body needs
    Just one calm breath
    My silent plea
    I ache for death
    Someone help me
    I'll kill myself
    If I cant bleed...
    Im stareing at you
    HEAR me scream
    I pull the trigger
    Each night in my dreams
    Reality lost
    Is all it seems
    My life has lived before me
    But I'd beg you to ignore me
    For I cant stand to list the things
    Im feeling once again
    The sound of my own fucking voice
    It's like peeling off my skin
    Things won't change
    They haven't yet
    They never will
    Im willing to bet
    So I give in
    For all I know
    Is fake reality
    No more to say
    So I let go -
    Pull the trigger for me?

  2. BrokenPieces

    BrokenPieces Well-Known Member

    that was a great poem hun!

    Hey when you get this PM me okay!

    Love BP
  3. Saoirse

    Saoirse Guest

    I can relate alot to this.
  4. curtius

    curtius Well-Known Member

    Its all I have anymore.
  5. hun it's a good poem. Am sorry you feel so low if it reflects your feelings. Here for you....

  6. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    That was a good poem... :hug:
  7. curtius

    curtius Well-Known Member

    Thanks guys.

    Yes that is how I felt, but now they are just "words on paper"...

  8. words on paper mean a lot hun. :hug: here for ya

  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Good poem C,thanks for sharing :hug:
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