Where's a drunk driver when you need one?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by patodemuerte, Oct 15, 2007.

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  1. patodemuerte

    patodemuerte Well-Known Member

    the thoughts are taking over. everythings in a downward spiral. everything is coming together, all the plans and such...

    I dont want to do it necessarily. I see no other way.

    I know what should be done. I see no reason to even try.

    The fact is I'm stuck with me no matter what I do.

    No number of years in a hospital or therapy sessions can help me. No drugs they give me. This is in no way a chemical imbalance, it is just my life.

    I see no reason in stopping my suicide. I see nothing that can help me view myself different.

    I fear what will happen in a year when I turn 18. I need to rid the world of me so that none of these thoughts will progress any further. It is for the good of your corrupt mankind. I cant live here, not for me.

    Dont say I have a lot ahead of me, I dont. trust me on that one. I dont know why i bother on here. I suppose, i just want some feedback, someone who will listen to me before I go.

    I know I need help. I know it wont help.

    Its alright, just another week. Shame that I wont get to celebrate my 17th birthday....two weeks from now on the 27th.... If I fail, I will end up spending my birthday in a hospital. More incentive to not fail I suppose.
  2. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    Ah, jsut the title.
    so many times has that thought run through my head.
  3. firelizardee

    firelizardee Active Member

    ((((( patodemuerte )))))

    I know how you feel, I've been there many times and thought the same. Wishing you peace.

  4. numberman

    numberman Well-Known Member

    You re amongst friends here.

    Tell us why you hate yourself so much

    You should read the post called "thanks everyone" which shows that what might be viewed as an irretrievable situation can be turned around.Harming yourself or worse would mean that would never happen

    Stay cool,stay safe
  5. patodemuerte

    patodemuerte Well-Known Member

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