My life has completly gone to shit. My dog is dying of cancer, the one person in my life that I thought cared has just gone, I'm crying as I'm writting this cos I have arthritis. At fucking 22 I need hip and knee replacements. I keep losing my memory, I can't even remember what happened yesterday for christ sake. I feel like I can't go on, I wish I could find that one good thing in my life that could keep me going. I just want the pain to stop but it never does