Who am i kidding

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by hopeless13, Aug 20, 2011.

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  1. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    been in hospital since end of May
    getting another attempt at being home without killing myself
    who am i kidding
    i.ve cried all afternoon
    i.m in this house, bills are all billed up
    there's nothing here
    i am nothing
    there's no life
    i.m gone i don't belong anywhere
    i don't even know what to type
    i feel like I am a blank
  2. Jelly

    Jelly Well-Known Member

    Very sorry to hear about how much you are hurting...please know things do get better.

    If you want to talk, please know my PM is open any time you need a listening ear.

    Take care.
  3. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    So sorry you are feeling like this.
    You are not niothing, you are a wonderful person and you deserve to feel better.

    The bills - maybe write a generic letter, saying you have been ill in hospital. You do not have to mention mental health. Then send it to each person who sent a bill, explaining your financial situation.
  4. peacelovingguy

    peacelovingguy Well-Known Member

    Take it one step at a time!

    Can you not get a case worker to help?

    If not - I'm sure another American will know what to do.

    A generic letter would do - I can help with that - so PM and don't sit there crying!!!!

    Its easy to sort.

    As for 'nothing' you mean food and so on?

    I'm assuming you have support off social security - paid into a bank account - so maybe you even have enough to pay the bills.

    Calm down a little bit - get a shower - and write a shopping list.

    I think eating something will help.

    How far are the shops from you - and have you access to cash (hole in the wall ?)

    Please try and not worry so much - let us help.

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