Who am i kidding

been in hospital since end of May
getting another attempt at being home without killing myself
who am i kidding
i.ve cried all afternoon
i.m in this house, bills are all billed up
there's nothing here
i am nothing
there's no life
i.m gone i don't belong anywhere
i don't even know what to type
i feel like I am a blank

 

Very sorry to hear about how much you are hurting...please know things do get better.


If you want to talk, please know my PM is open any time you need a listening ear.


Take care.

 

So sorry you are feeling like this.
You are not niothing, you are a wonderful person and you deserve to feel better.

The bills - maybe write a generic letter, saying you have been ill in hospital. You do not have to mention mental health. Then send it to each person who sent a bill, explaining your financial situation.

 

Take it one step at a time!

Can you not get a case worker to help?

If not - I'm sure another American will know what to do.

A generic letter would do - I can help with that - so PM and don't sit there crying!!!!

Its easy to sort.

As for 'nothing' you mean food and so on?

I'm assuming you have support off social security - paid into a bank account - so maybe you even have enough to pay the bills.

Calm down a little bit - get a shower - and write a shopping list.

I think eating something will help.

How far are the shops from you - and have you access to cash (hole in the wall ?)

Please try and not worry so much - let us help.

Regards!