Who am i kidding

[hopeless13]

been in hospital since end of May
getting another attempt at being home without killing myself
who am i kidding
i.ve cried all afternoon
i.m in this house, bills are all billed up
there's nothing here
i am nothing
there's no life
i.m gone i don't belong anywhere
i don't even know what to type
i feel like I am a blank

 

[Jelly]

Very sorry to hear about how much you are hurting...please know things do get better.


If you want to talk, please know my PM is open any time you need a listening ear.


Take care.

 

[windlepoons]

So sorry you are feeling like this.
You are not niothing, you are a wonderful person and you deserve to feel better.

The bills - maybe write a generic letter, saying you have been ill in hospital. You do not have to mention mental health. Then send it to each person who sent a bill, explaining your financial situation.

 

[peacelovingguy]

Take it one step at a time!

Can you not get a case worker to help?

If not - I'm sure another American will know what to do.

A generic letter would do - I can help with that - so PM and don't sit there crying!!!!

Its easy to sort.

As for 'nothing' you mean food and so on?

I'm assuming you have support off social security - paid into a bank account - so maybe you even have enough to pay the bills.

Calm down a little bit - get a shower - and write a shopping list.

I think eating something will help.

How far are the shops from you - and have you access to cash (hole in the wall ?)

Please try and not worry so much - let us help.

Regards!