who am i?

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by andyc68, Jul 10, 2008.

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  1. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    i have come to the conclussion that i am not much of the man i thought i was, i would have said i was nice, loving, conciderate etc etc, all the good stuff and up until last august i was, but now i am not.
    i have done nothing but hurt, let down those who got close to me.

    for this i am sorry and i feel ashamed of how low i have got, i never meant it or to behave in that way.
    it wasnt me but i dont know why i acted that way.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    No one is all good, all knowing, all wise...each of us do things we wish we had not done...what seperates ppl is what they learn from what they have done and what attempts they make to change...it is apparent that there are things you have done that you do not like...that is a great place to start to learn about who you are and what you do and do not wish to do...when you feel you are stuck, that is the best time to recruit the help of a professional, and peers...hope you find some acceptance for the things you have done that you are not proud of...we are all so very imperfect! but still loveable...big hugs, J
     
  3. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    We all make mistakes in life. What matters is that we learn from them and gain strength from them. Sometimes we become what we despise but that doesn't mean we can't change that.
     
  4. QUOTE=andyc68;456400]
    i have done nothing but hurt, let down those who got close to me.
    QUOTE]

    nuting to be ashame of Andy. if anything be proud of what you did few week back.
    you save a life and that life as worthless and hopeless as it is thank you. noting is
    all wite or black.

    with your permission, accept a kiss and a flower from an old friend.
     
  5. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    You did nothing wrong hun.
     
  6. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMuEw-9t9Xs&feature=related

    Heaven bent to take my hand
    And lead me through the fire
    Be the long awaited answer
    To a long and painful fight

    Truth be told I've tried my best
    But somewhere along the way
    I got caught up in all there was to offer
    And the cost was so much more than I could bear

    Though I've tried, I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...

    We all begin with good intent
    Love was raw and young
    We believed that we could change ourselves
    The past could be undone
    But we carry on our backs the burden
    Time always reveals
    The lonely light of morning
    The wound that would not heal
    It's the bitter taste of losing everything
    That I have held so dear.

    I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...

    Heaven bent to take my hand
    Nowhere left to turn
    I'm lost to those I thought were friends
    To everyone I know
    Oh they turned their heads embarassed
    Pretend that they don't see
    But it's one missed step
    You'll slip before you know it
    And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

    Though I've tried, I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...
     
  7. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    hey andy tried to PM you but you have it turned off.
    PM me or email me - fluffy_penguins at yahoo dot com
    cath.
     
  8. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    Andy we all behave in different ways when we feel low, confused or pwrhaps even scared dont be to harsh and if you feel mistakes have been made perhaps they could be sorted pm anytime hun
     
  9. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Would you like to elaborate a little on some of the things that you have done Andy? It's ok if you don't want to. Just wondering why you feel less of a man.
     
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